ok mwe are talking about me too much bye
IM SORRY
im not
i just learnt a way to get rid of people
BWAHAHAHHAHA
im autistic huh. thats cool. i always wanted to be special. different. autistic⌠not standing out here. but irl - stand out. i can say to people âim tutuu and im autisticâ and they will think - âoh that is so different and unusual.â cool⌠i like this âŚ
Eh.
From my experience, people just view autism as a way to compartmentalize people as being âweirdâ.
Itâs why my parents never got me tested for it: they were worried Iâd be stereotyped out of everything.
i used to do this, and then i came to fol, and i realized i was right
none of us have autism
maybe youre the odd one out
my mom thought i would become autism incarnate if i got autism certified. I cried so hard i got kicked out the class like every other day for my first 3 years of school so like too late
there are barely any child psychologists in bulgaria so its probably nil impossible to get a diagnosis if your autism is light. if itâs non-verbal or you have your learning impaired you get abandoned by your parent in a facility most likely. if its light autism - you dont have autism, youâre just weird
there are also no therapists in my city. there is no therapy here
i talked with my mom about somehow trying to get me a therapy session but it was like treasure hunting
Donât worry, shrinks would just get you more entrenched by the REA. You wouldnât want to become a mindless zombie
the closest thing i did was finding
tw
this online anonymous thing about rape survivors. go there like a group session. u text with some person and other people. i signed up and then i felt really terrified and didnt show up
but it doesnt bother me that much anymore im past it. the only thing left thats causing me problems is my bpd. thats a way worse one. tough
REA could mean a million things google doesnt help me either im not american litten i cant know what REA means
Ah, you probably wouldnât know what they were anyway even with google so Iâll help you out
The REA, reality enforcement adjusters, are a very vicious organization. They have many shrinks on their payrolls and even teleport cars to assassinate people problematic to their cause. They are deeply entrenched into society, imagine them as a SCP virus that has infected nearly everyone.
finally. the ethics committee has been running low.
yeah