i think i might be the drunk
iām reading slaughterhouse five
itās okay
weirdly enough i started reading it a few hours ago and just havenāt stopped
i donāt feel very entertained by it, i guess iām just curious
i finished it
itās been years since Iāve read a book in one sitting
itās an odd book, written without any care for the viewerās digestion
i feel like Iāve heard of ākilgore troutā before
NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA first time Iām using the online encyclopedia of integer sequences for something real thbthtbhtbhtbthbt
sadly these correspond to how slow my program will run so
Mew
I dreamed I was on a youtube livestream and found Zug in chat
I dreamed I was on a youtube livestream and found May in chat
Thing Iām gonna send to a friend;
Mayās Telling The Whole Truth About Things Accountability/Youtube Apology
(Sending this to you over $name$ because you are aware of more relevant information, feel free to share it)
Okay first of all I didnāt lie I genuinely assumed because the majority of invited parties were unavailable and I heard nothing of it after noting my ability to attend that itād be rescheduled, thatās my bad, Iām super sorry for the miscommunication and I shouldāve asked if I was unsure
The reason I did not proactively reach out to ask was that I knew $Nagito$ was saying he was unavailable because he was going to $apartment$ās, and the difference between $apartment$ās and a movie is that $apartment$ will let him drink incredibly large volumes of alcohol. I am sincerely concerned for $Nagito$ās health and I wanted to increase the number of ~sober people there if anything happened.
I didnāt wanna say this outright at the time because itās been a little while since I was actually there around him drinking and I didnāt want to spread rumours if I didnāt know for sure there was a problem, but, uh, I believe there is a problem. He claims to have had 54 shots, IMO there is standard $apartment$ās place overcounting in place here but he was on the floor by the end of it. Kept trying to drink more and wouldnāt listen to a word against it, walked home alone afterwards which I shouldnāt have let him do.
The way he hurts himself to show off how much he can endure makes me very very nervous and I donāt know how to handle it, because the attention and concern he gets is what he wants and he just dismisses it. Just because he can endure the short-term consequences does mean itās not hurting him in the medium-to-long term, and I feel like thereās an unhealthy cycle going on where he just keeps trying to show everyone how much he can suffer so they think more of his abilities. And thatās bad for literally everyone involved.
Does this read reasonable. I told some friends I was available for a movie night and then didnāt go (for explained reasons)
IMO yeah
They call her may because she may be unreasonable
Okay now I have to figure out how to message his roommate to ask to talk
Make sure to include wan bark awoo
Someone called something āX from the Y chatā and I was like hm that meme isnāt universal thatās a me thing. So I clicked on the profile and saw your avatar. You also had a friend who was a āPreston P. Psomethingā (donāt remember the last name) and I was like āthatās the same name as a guy I went to high school with, I wonder if thatās him, oh wait no Iām pretty sure his middle initial was M for some reason, so it canāt beā. Having woken up, I know now his last name didnāt start with P, but in the dream it did
Do other people get naturally high as a kite or is it just me
I get it sometimes
Who needs drugs when you got a brain