CR, I get it. You’re in the deathspiral because you tried something and it didn’t work. I’ve been there before, where if something doesn’t work immediately I quit.
It sounds like you really want to host, but you can’t mentally drag yourself out of the hole you dug in your own mind. I’ve been there before, and it will take time to crawl out, but you will crawl out of there eventually.
If you would like to host a later game, you can. I’m sure the mods will let you host your game when you’re ready to. Take things at your oen pace, and if you need any assistance, I will be as open as I can be.
No I won’t this time.
Only 1 traveler until it gets to 12 residents.
Just a joke about the title actually. Says 1/15 for the traveler part
Looks good now
i’ll probably consider joining tomorrow once i have a clearer view on how much time i have
I’ll see if I want to can this tomorrow.
So I’m waiting to see if I can this tomorrow or not.
As I’m 100% sure I’m going to goof this. As I always do.
Yeah I’ll give this a try.
You can’t learn if you don’t try
Nothing ventured, nothing gained
Nothing bad with stepping outside your comfort zone
I’m scared of botching it.
Still, it would be bad to give up right then and there.
What do you think will happen if you do?
It could be worse. Not a good start as a new host.
I mean
What will happen if you fail
All that will happen is failure
Its not pleasant, yes, but it’s not massive
I don’t know. Probably not the end of the world.
Mhm
It won’t affect much, you just need to try again later
I’m of one mind to can the game right now and wait next month before I try hosting again.
I’ll see how I feel tomorrow.
Lets see if we can get peeps to play this.