It’s not your fault. I don’t really know how to describe it, but outside special occasions (like last night, I attended my younger sister’s primary school graduation and that was fun), my mind feels numb. Even when I have a brain wave, I just feel neutral all the time. And the whole possible iron-deficiency/maybe just tired thing doesn’t help, either.
But do you like talking to people?
Well yeah otherwise I wouldn’t do it but it’s just hard, and sometimes I get hit with the depression and don’t really want to do anything
I talk to many people on Discord because I socialize for kicks. I can assure you people love to establish some connections, usually people are more confident online.
Though there are people who have some past experience that has slight anxiety when being DM’ed, it’s fine if you ask. For example one person on this forum blocked me as they thought I had bad intentions from them that I kept DM’ing them but then we finally spoke once again when they realized I was being genuine,
I’ll send you a rickroll, one sec.
People can probably relate. That’s why I enjoy dbd so much at least with dbd I can distract myself fairly easily
Merc posted some advice in regards to dealing against depression in the health conditions threads, it might help!!
I simply live with the pain
I also live with teeth pain right now
But what pain are you feeling? What is it about? If you don’t mind sharing too publicly
I like asymmetrical games. I like cat-and-mouse. I like horror. Maybe I’d like Dead by Daylight — I like watching people play it, at least —, but I doubt it’d keep my interest long. It’s a fairly repetitive loop, given everything else.
oh there’s no pain that’s a joke
Dead by daylight isn’t scary unless you count running into a nurse player scary. Because she’s fucking annoying
My best (and only) friend used to be a Nurse main. A pretty good one, too. He willingly moved away from Nurse to try out Onryo and Wesker.
significantly more fun killers in comparison
Pain.
I’m going to sleep now. That’d make me die inside to play though.
Yep, cya.