it is a tragic reality to find all your family in the second
but alas
canāt exactly bring forth unconditional love from people who only understand conditions
see there are plenty of people that fit into the first and not the second and my family is absolutely the first but not really the secondā¦ i just donāt particularly hold conversation well with my parents but i do care a lot about them
I wish I had one of those relationships where u tell your parents everything and do everything together, i have had ācaring about familyā instilled in me so deeply itās insane but I just dont have that kinda relationship
mine are the opposite
they have incredible, admirable traits that make them some of the most useful people Iāve ever met.
Iāve never once doubted that if I came out as gay and poly that theyād be having arguments against it and denying me for years
theyāve done the same with less, sadly
itās not that i donāt care or love my family but sometimes i cry at the idea i canāt leave this house
i didnāt know this tbh
i do know some of ur lore and know that ur parents would probably be huge bitches about it and that sucks and im sorry
it was really obvious the entire time
i just hadnāt considered it until it slapped me in the face recently
i donāt know if my parents love me in da friendship 1 or 2 way ngl but like i guess life has mysteries
you want to get out for reasons other than just your parents, so I canāt imagine that you donāt care or love your family
being confined in a house
feeling like the worldās just passing you by
god thatād make me want to die
it did
high school was miserable
well
it is sort of because of tgem
real
so real
thatās also like the other 50% of me wanting to leave
i dropped out and pretty much stayed inside for over a year and now itās just. weh
im gonna miss my 5-ish irl friends so much but realistically I think college is gonna be so great for me itās insane
it was for me
Iām in many ways the same Geyde Iāve always been, but the old forum buries the fact that I was constantly burning from the inside