Ayo
I never break any laws
Ayooo
hmm it turns out that going outside for the sake of going outside isnāt a good idea when itās dark out and below freezing with wind and thereās nothing to do near your house
i have admittedly had worse ideas in my life but that might be up there
Iām trying to htink of the worst idea Iāve ever had in my life
i think i know the worst idea iāve ever had but itās just so fucking embarrassing. and i could be repressing even worse ideas iāve had who knows!
i was not a great idea haver when i was a kid. or now.
Iāve walked into some roads in my time
Whatās my worse idea hmm
I either took ten pills of addedall at the same time or it was ten pills of clondine
LITTEN
Regardless I did not know that it was possible for farts to actually be visible
I canāt think of any particularly bad ideas
There was a time period in my life where I had zero impulse control
I think it was actually just switching to a new medicine that like, fucked over my impulse control so badly
And I recognized it was bad and I had the mental process to be thinking ah yes this is a very bad idea I should probably call someone to ask for help after I did such thing
I have zero subconscious impulse control so Iām always consciously in my brain and mind having to tell myself no no no no no and sometimes I go hmmm Maybe and then immediately experience consequecnes. This is a big part of why I like games (video and mafia and mahjong) so much because it lets me remember what a consequence is in a low-stakes environment
I think it was addreall as I would probably have been knocked out if it was clondine