submitting my application to the mod team so i can stop having fun on fol 
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vanity searching this thread
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reviewing is hard not because itās particularly difficult but because I am never satisfied
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Itās the problem of āI know this can be better, but Iām doing this for free and I have an actual life to attend to on the sideā
When I seriously review things it takes several hours to make good progress
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Plus you have to account for adhd etc
I feel so fucking bad whenever I canāt give a complicated setup my whole focus like the night bastard setup from back in the day
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honestly thatās the setup I felt the worst about from a reviewer perpsective
when it comes to rokugan and anarchy, I honestly didnāt know what I was doing
I got worlds better at doing things since then, and plenty more assertive as well
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so as for why I left my post for a while, thatās it really
itās kind of hard to communicate but most of the time when people put a game on the table to be reviewed (especially a closed rolemadness) itās a labor of love
itās their baby
they spent so much time on it and they want it to succeed
how can you possibly feel good about yourself when you half ass a review for one of those
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thatās why I went on hiatus
itās extremely distressing
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I can play up not giving a shit when a game goes poorly but in reality I get very angsty about it
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I feel that. Itās hard not to feel responsible when a game goes south.
salvation. this project was torture. because failure wasnāt an option. i canāt redo it. if i fail i need to wait until next year to graduate. thank god for github and this random dudeās video with his 82 views on youtube and linking to it and me borrowing it. its almost exactly what i needed. god bless this guy. if i pass i might seek to contact him and pay him money. literal life saver
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What the hell
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iā¦ fully feel that. i was and am currently on the āwait untill next yearā area of that
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It was literally just āGo kill yourself.ā and then you got like 10 kills in a row.
it was pretty badass
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hug, sorry about that 
this is my 3rd uni, i dropped out of two previous ones in first year due to too many failed exams
ah yuckā¦ i failed one unit and i found out too late that my last subjects i need left are pre reqās of each other. so basically for the next two years i am doing one subject a semester
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I remember reviewing virtuous
Well
You reviewing virtuous
We spent way too much time on that game
Sleep more
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