Human instinct work against us. When well fed and warm and protected - body tells u to relax. Conserve energy. Dont change situation. Body cant think ahead in future. Body dumb. Self sabotaging
i think i want to be surrounded by people who care for each-other
i’d like people to be able to understand what i’m doing and be able to intellectually engage on subjects im interested in but thats my main draw
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I want to be surrounded by people who like me
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well you’re in the wrong place bucko
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well you’re in the wrong place bucko
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Bengiiiiii 
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…me too. kind of
its less that i like when people recognise it and more that I like to just, be unbound by it.
I try rather hard to… not be normal exactly, just not to be too noticable. I try to blend in with a crowd. I know that, to a degree some people get a weird feeling from me. It’s not too obvious to them, not conciously but they can tell. Something inside them sees those innaccuracies and feels uncomfortable. And part of me wants to fully disperse myself into the average and the other part wants to LIVE that difference and live that life of whimsy even if itd mean I’d probably never live a normal life. I’m far too used to putting on appearances. It’s exhausting
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i am well aware about your criminal inclines benguined
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Oh wait sorry may i thought u were going on about not doing schoolsork. U probably dont have problems with passing exams
…it feels like whichever i try, i be miserable. like the only way to not be miserable is to just give up
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I think animals like me. My friends used to call me a disney princess. We sit outside at cafes and stray dogs and cats come to me and i play with them. Mostly dogs. I dont kbow how to handle cats very well. Dogs very attracted to me
i really like being called silly stuff, always puts me up, i think I’d take a non-sensical insult better than being called handsome or something
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I dunno I don’t wanna be normal in a crowd. I don’t want strangers or acquaintances or whatever to think I’m normal. I like when they think I’m some kind of strange freak of nature. I just want the people I’m closest to to not feel, like, othered from me
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I think it’s a different thing
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U little whiskersmishkerblibbumberry
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fair enough
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it would be so much easier to not care about anyone else but every part of your brain fights not caring about anyone else
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