hm. i dont know. maybe im giving it too much credit, but i dont think im DRASTICALLY overestimating it if i am. although that could be ego talking. i am aware this is waffling. i am mildly a pushover and i dont know if im too great at the game anymore but i was somewhat around for EoD and i didnt really feel like tutuu was guaranteed to die until wind voted for them, and even then wind mainly voted so the wagons werent close.
idk
i think im living a pretty long time unless i do something really stupid or people go “um actually what if ashlyn is icing us all again like she did last year” or beancat fires 17 itas directly into my thorax