I believe you
okay so the first step of the game is to paypal me $10 as an entry fee
You donât even have to do this. She posted her Venmo link in the announcements channel and said âvenmo meâ and I was like Sure LOL
she what
Of a Survivor game she was hosting
I didnât win the next challenge so I donât think itâs an ethics breach
so youâre telling me i can actually make money from this
homiecat
i see a new business oppertunity
holy shit.
meow
Im glad to hear that. My recurring dreams still havenât ended, going on for about 4 years now. I never made up with them though, and I donât trust them to be vulnerable in any way towards them. I held onto them in hs out of survival, it was them or no friends. Had great moments, but also exacerbated my paranoia of people being two faced. The amount of two-facery and talking-behind-the-back that was my environment is just depressing. Cynicism inducing. Paranoia inducing
Yeah. She⌠still wasnât the best. She wasnât 13 anymore, but the fact that she was irrationally convinced I still held some grudge against her and kept trying to get me away from her in such petty ways, happy to ruin my day in order to do so⌠itâs not like I liked her, or wanted to be friends with her. But I also didnât want her to think I actively hated her. I havenât spoken to her since I left for college and Iâm happy to keep it that way. Making up with her was just⌠ensuring things went out on good terms.
There are people who I never really reached out to after-the-fact in the same way, but I only dream about them occasionally, instead of every night for a week, so I havenât done anything about that. If my subconscious still wants me to fix things up there, it can make its demands known.
Example: (with my girl friend group) one girl isnât present at the table in the coffee shop. All the other girls spend hours, most of the evening, shit talking her about about what a whore she is, how much shes fucked up, how cringe she is, everything bad. The very next day theyâre invited to her birthday and they hug her and tell her they love her. This wasnât one girl in particular. At least it was somewhat of an egalitarian toxicity. Everyone was getting shit talked. If you arenât present - you are. It was the same for my guy friend group too. The guys also used to steal things from their friends all the time
Good for you. Hug
your what
i miss getting it in one
yuppp
I spent so long on that word