and look, i know i have it easy compared to some. i’m lucky enough to be in the imperial core, albeit a crumbling imperial core. but. it still hurts. a lot.
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do you think youd enjoy the actual experience of having a significant other? or do you think youd like the idea of having one more than actually having one and the responsibilities that come with that?
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my main memory of interactions with women in school is slapping one of the girls in the class because she was being mean to one of my boys
i live for the bros
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my relationship with women in terms of romantic stuff is wild. got stalked and sexually harassed by one, become one, then met the love of my life and got lucky first try with actual serious relationships
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asexuality is a super wide spectrum so theres defintley a chance you fall somewhere on it. ive only really discovered recently myself that im probably asexual (more likely demisexual), and thats after being in a relationship for 6 years
no matter how you end up indentifying its ok, and its also ok to explore things along the way
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being a trans lesbian is so cool you get a massive appreciation for women just, across the board, regardless of the scars you have. even with their flaws
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lmaooo
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true
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i suspect the second. i cant know for sure something i havent tried, but, if i had to guess - the second 
this is why i said i dont wanna marry and i want 10 girlfriends. and by girlfriends i meant - like intimate friends. just friends. see each other once in a while. so not really girlfriends, nah. commitment scares me. if its a unicorn - yeah id commit. but unicorns dont exist, i dont think. only in dreams, i think
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Submit coordinates in a 29-dimension plane to determine your character’s gender.
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weezer reference?
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do you want intimate female friends? or just intimate friends?
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i remember this scenario in 6th grade:
one of the girls starts making fun of a guy. she writes stuff on the board about him, calls him racist chinese things (he was 100% bulgarian, no asian ancestry, he just had a bit slanted eyes and that was enough for people to call him stuff like that)
so he then responds by calling her fat as fuck. he said “you weigh as much as two elephants”. then she gets angry and comes up to him and they start argue. i dont remember or dont hear what they say. they argue argue and then she slaps him. then he slaps her back. then another girl joins in and slaps him, because he slapped the first girl. they backed him into a corner and start yelling at him and stuff like that and slapping him a bit. he just defends himself but doesnt slap back anymore coz you’re not supposed to hit girls as a guy. then its over and that was that. i remember feeling a large sense of injustice for his sake, but. i took it as thats just one of the unfairnesses of the world. it scared me. it made me realize that if a girl ever hits me i cannot dare to hit her back out of fear of retaliation from others
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since you seem to specify girlfriend and wife. Ut what you seem to want doesnt feel like it would neccesitate a specific gender
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tuutuu i. uh i would help but you remind me too much of myself in the past and i think i’d give skewed results
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stupid. just giving off the impression that i want to “convert” everyone now aren’t I
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but like. the way you’re describing it sounds less like asexuality to me. and more like what i experienced, which was a heartwrenching disconnect between my heart and my identity. the sensation of wanting women but not wanting them in the way that I was supposed to want them, y’know?
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hm im not sure. im open to the second. the first is unrealistic out of safety atm. and i was more so saying because you previously said you were confused why i said i wanted 10 girlfriends and not just date until i find a person to marry. i didnt respond back then, i was just like responding now what i meant
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im gay
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but i don’t know you. i don’t know you at all. i barely even know myself.
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