The number of people who actively created problems back in the day was crazy
okay thatā;s true iām just exxagerating because my memories of those times are like. inconsistent and fuzzy due to trauma
I get why I was having meltdowns in thread repeatedly back then
I am sorry for my previous self but like
jfc kid go to therapy
its awesome how i simultaneously have a near-perfect memory for facts and information and most events, and thereās also a period of like 5 years where i get a headache if i try to clearly remember anything more than vignettes
yea
too relatable i think
my goat isaac
my goat margaret
my goat gghana
my goat eevee
my goat osie
my goat n.1
my goat alice
my goat [insert various other people]
every few months thereād be like. an entire multi-game saga of someone having some impenetrable beef with, like, an abstract concept
i remember like two things before 5th grade
i remember very little before 9th grade
and i mean i get into fights with abstract cocnepts all of the time itās called being a writer but. i donāt know. i wasnāt immune to this by the way the difference is that the mount doom thing is funny
30% is an exaggeration for sure and I would say maybe 2-3% of those were actually on you, you were just commonly the first ātipping pointā person for someome looking to start shit. You would be the first to tell them to shut the fuck up
ā¦okay thatās true and that bit hasnāt changed
yeh
I would add gorta but the way he used to generate problems was significantly different from other people
I gotta add myself to this list wth
i may have an anxiety disorder but iām not a coward.
i used to be very volatile on the internet when younger. i havent had a chance to go to therapy but ive read a lot of stuff, i did read one book written by a therapist. ive made huge improvements. i dont think i cause trouble now, its been years i think since ive found myself in a situation where i make people feel like " " when looking at me
shit was honestly so much more toxic back then I didnt even think about it
old me
walks into thread
immediately goes nuclear meltdown because i attached all my self worth to performance in fuckin Forum Mafia
i have tried to learn to like. actually get moderation teams involved instead of trying to Win whenever i see someone doing some shit lately, though.
old forum had more personality
dreadful fucking experience to wade through though lmao