ive been told i get really fun when drunk i drop my inhibitions and talk a lot and entertain people. a lot more shy when sober
itās a symptom of how miserable this place makes people that they overindulge to that degree. i must stress though, the reason why I donāt drink is because I like my faculties and Iād prefer to keep them
I used to have fr nuts level manic episodes that I just donāt have anymore. I wonder what was up with that. I remember the worst one coming right at the end of ToS2 d1. I didnāt really have matching depressive episodes or anything so I couldnt really ever place a reason
being a little tipsy helped me sit through the goated Little Panda Fighter so I have to respect the drinkers
anyway what I am like while drunk will be an Eternal Enigma
i am enigmatic and cool and mysterious and definitely donāt wear my heart on my sleeve while yapping about things that interest me
you are an open book of a person
yeah
despite my interest in mafia, i donāt like being dishonest! thatās not to say that I share everything, I try to keep some stuff to myself, and Iām not incapable of lying. but I donāt like being outright dishonest, yāknow?
if I lie, itās either for the greater good or itās part of skill expression in a game, which I donāt really consider to be dishonesty, if that makes sense?
I am fine with being dishonest I just like being honest too much
i lie on instinct but it is more comfortable to tell the truth
you spend enough time lying to yourself and everyone around you about everything in your life, you get sick of being dishonest.
the world needs oversharers who say literally everything they think all the time, so that people who arenāt oversharers can feel like theyāre not as bad in comparison when they want to say something about themselves
this is the same for me but itās a bell curve
I still hold some overshare details close to my chest until a funny moment. or like a two truths and a lie or something. but I mostly just say what I think
i donāt know if i want to Be Drunk when im of age but
i tend to āovershareā when given permission and feeling comfortable but
idk
this hurts to read but
itās accurate and kinda cathartic
thanks