i just processed myself getting embarrassed as secondhand embarrassment and im not quite sure how to feel
Classic out-of-body experience. Have you considered that you may be a ghost?
Iâm trying to read the Wikipedia page for âdd (Unix)â and itâs slipping through my mind and I canât tell if itâs particularly obtuse or if Iâm just mildly drunk. Let me activate focus
Okay, yeah, this is perfectly comprehensible and that was just a scanning failure. Anyway. Programming
i had a pretty major sleep reset. I slept for 11 hours fron 5am wednesday to 4pmish Thursday. Then I fell asleep at 10:30pmish thursday and woke up at 8am today
i think im depressed because it didnât feel any shorter of an âawakeâ cycle despite being like 10 hours less than usual
i dont see how thatâs depression
just sounds like catching up on much-needed sleep, no?
not the sleep itself i mean the fact that a 6 hour day didnt feel meaningfully different from a 16 hour one
yeah I mean thatâs not super unusual when youâve been sleep deprived (even if on average rather than due to one specific night)
i havent been sleep deprived
i am depressed anyways separate from my unusual past sleep cycle, although i do think the perception of time is related
banger post me
yea fair
reading a random Medium article, doing research for a class. starts normally enough.
then, out of nowhere, casually âyeah I ate a laced edible, saw a knife with a shining glow around it and was convinced I had to use it to kill my father, and then killed my fatherâ
REAL
this article is actually mostly about this guy stabbing his father, and not about Heroic People Who Rescued Others From Burning Buildings, which seems like kind of false advertising