tangentially relevant to the game
uh, i’m sorry. genuinely. just like, i’m trying to make a comrpomise to save the village, because i know that if this state beteween me and marl continues the whole thing will self-destruct. and like, i know marl, he’s a reasonable person, i like him, but i fucking stupidly blew everything and now everything i say gets taken as an insult, probably because a lot of it is.
and i don’t know how to stop. i don’t know how you’re supposed to say “please just listen to me, i’m trying to let go of my ego, i’m trying to make a compromise, i think we can win this game, i just want you to see things from my perspective for a second” without it being taken as one, after all the actual horrible things I’ve said with the same structure
i know i’m overapologetic normally but i have no idea what kind of apology you’re supposed to make in this situation. maybe you’re not supposed to. maybe it is a game, after all. and i’m genuinely, truly sorry, because what i did not only was a bad play that just made hte thread worse, it was a shitty thing to do and just is another thing on the pile of all the ways i’ve been awful to marl lately
marl, if you’re reading this, i believe that the kii/leafia tie compromise can save this game from me, and my own stupidity. but i get why you don’t want to take it. i haven’t earned the faifth.
sorry. i’ll leave thread for a bit now