I understand again
My slot is frustrating
But I won’t, I won’t be as you say “defeatist”
I will try to play the game
Maybe not now
But I will play as soon as I can gather the energy and motivation
Please don’t take this as AtE
IT IS NOT
Like,
I’m not sharing much of what’s going on with me
In fact unlike D1, I have more free time to do what I should be doing: reading
This is me not feeling motivated and wanting to do other things
I want to do something tonight that doesn’t require concentration
Chill you know?
Not read 2k+ posts
I could do what Zug asked and primarily check Wind
But here’s the thing, if I check Wind, I will also be checking what they replied to + will also be utterly lost because I’m not aware of the threadstate
So… I want to read everything
And then do ISOs
Not really sure I expected more scummy people on D1, I mean, either way I look at it, I was mostly outside of my town meta. I wasn’t exactly following my own wolf meta, either, I was just trying to scope out my reads quietly while maintaining PR cover cause I hoped people would believe me when I hypoclaimed for just one day (and I mightve maintained that, too, if I hadn’t literally picked lol as my fake check, but my fault for not catching up before posting that).
Am I projecting? Like. Would wolf!me vote off-wagon while town!Guava goes over? First off, in general maybe sometimes, but this time obviously not. Secondly, Im not wolfing. The thing that looks good for you from your avoidance of the guava wagon is just specifically that you were tunnelling Abbi when there wasn’t really anyone else interested in her, but that’s fakeable from a good wolf (and yes, this is projecting, I’ve done it). And you did say you turned that read around while ISOing her, but as I said before, that’s also fakeable.
Yeah but you didn’t read my response to it. I agree Garfooled sorta threw softball questions my way, it didn’t escape my attention, but that’s also kinda why I don’t feel like they’ve actually been solving and why they’re still in my poe.
Because I forgot about it, until now when I’m seeing it and you’ve reminded me. And you’re gonna ask why I forgot about this, and I’m going to tell you it’s because i don’t find anything Gar has done to be particularly memorable. If gar were my scum partner I would’ve at least remembered a reason to push them, if I were trying to distance. I don’t remember because I’m not wolfing with gar. They’re just straight poe for me because I don’t think they’re towny enough, but people keep telling me they’re super towny and I’m wondering what I’ve missed. Everything so far that I’ve seen people call towny from gar is something I don’t consider to be alignment indicative, and that’s a matter of opinion.
Why do people often use meta when defending their actions?
Explaining why town!you thought it was a good idea is enough — since you intentionally did something, you must have already weighed the pros and cons and believed other people would find it reasonable if you explain it to them.
If I did a crazy reaction test, I would have my own rationale for doing it and can explain to everyone why it made sense to do so without going: “oh, but wolf!Psyx would never ever do RTs!”
I was pretty sick and didn’t feel like threadcamping to begin with, like I usually do
I like playing around vanilla roles to fake-soft PR if I can
If I overdid it and sounded too wolfy, I wouldn’t be nightkilled
If it went the way I wanted it to ideally, town would think I’m slightly scummy and wolves would think I was the cop
I usually spout my reads very openly and get told that I’m too hedgy with them, so I thought if I’m doing this gambit I might as well just try not to give reads at all until I’m moderately confident in them.
Tbf I’ve faked RTs as a wolf before
Not always successfully but I definitely have
But none of what I did yesterday/start of today was an RT, it was just PR cover plus me being a lazy arse.
I mean I’d say I think how he explained his take on lol’s cop claim was towny, but that’s based on meta because I expected that specific response from him as town.
I could point out other things he’s said that I think are towny, but again, that’s because I’m familiar with his play. I can’t tell you whether I’d think the same posts were towny if I hadn’t played with him before because I’m biased.
…I didn’t say you were doing an RT. That was just an example/analogy of why self-meta defense is unnecessary if you were actually confident about the reasons for your actions.
None of them were things i would ordinarily read and think are wolfy things to say for anyone other than Arctic. I just don’t know if i would find them towny or NAI for anyone else.