I did no such thing, I was vehemently opposed to it
But breaking sets me back! If I get sick and gotta be in bed for a few days itās a full reset. Not helpful
You know how when you break a bone and it heals, it gets stronger?
Oneās mind is the same as a bone
I also get suspected all my towngames and not all my wolfgames. Just go cornered rat mode and get somebody else killed #easy
My body is not all bone. Itās muscle. If I overdo it and force myself to rest muscle for longer than necessary, it weakens. Slow and steady wins race etc et al
The hardest path is the one that bears the most fruit, there is a reason people challenge themselves
People donāt necessarily like my reads.
Last game my reads were a 2/3 wolves for D2 (Not involving myself)
So honestly let me make this simple, my purpose of providing reads isnāt so itās following along with consensus or making others happy. Itās for me to express what my reads are so I can attempt to help people as I deem appropriate.
If any of you think me providing reads which are āwrongā from yalls perspective makes me scummy then you need to learn what forum mafia and in general what social deduction is. The fact that Luka said that I scumread 3/4 or 4/4 townies to them is ādisgustingā is a laughable joke.
People arent masochists, there is value to making yourself suffer for future prosperity
Suffering and misery are very handy tools to achieve excellence.
I can challenge myself! Just with distance rather than speed. Itās a marathon not a sprint. From experience I know I can push myself to do as much in a single day as I want and it does nothing. But pushing myself to do a bit more over weeks does improve things
Kiiruma, you read all 3 of the masons like immediately, that did not help your case
I donāt like playing games where people act like (gestures vaguely around) this upon being scumread
LOOK, I said that you 3 were sideyeeing me and as it turns out, me saying that certainly made my statement true lmao
There is a line right?
We werent doing that before, but we certainly were after that
I see your judgement, but also pushes on circumstantial evidence that is more often wrong then right is also frustrating
Either way I donāt know what people want from me.
Bionicās vote weight is like 0.5 to me because they throw it around so flippantly.
@Leafia @Luka @May why are you voting for me?
What is it that youāre wanting from me?
Iāve provided my reads, I have reasoning for each of them.
I hate the fact that people are just like āOh I donāt like this postā when people didnāt like my posts last game and I was town then too or āI donāt like these readsā which people didnāt last time too
Give me something to work with. Because I hate the fact that I want to try and I feel like Iām just being shot down.
I agree to some extent, but pushing a quiet person isnt a good look
If I walk 25,000 steps in one day Iāll feel like death and certainly do less the next day. If I walk 5,000 steps every day Iāll be able to do that consistently and then once I get that I can get 10,000. There is a limit to what I can do before I end up physically so exhausted I am paralysed