Trust is a two-way street. It ain’t something you can force upon another person, and the fact you are “claiming” to be willing to kill me is all the more reason for me to not (NEVER) trust you.
Rather than following the plot that someone else has written, I’d rather be an outlier who does his own thing, because the only reason I signed up in the first place (aside from pitying the host) is to explore the world. (YOU ARE NOT GOING TO STOP ME FROM DOING MY OWN THING.)