well.
Evil train evil train evil train
what about the train is evil?
I talked with Ivy about my life recently and Iāve decided I am in fact still frustrated with how my friends have been treating the breakup and I wish they were more mature
Also Iām the prisoner because I was playing slay the princess and I really liked this jpg
humans are like that, especially ones who were brought up around others despite not knowing how people really work
they are probably less mature due to life experiences and similar things, and thus, either you can talk to them or choose not to whilst understanding that
People really like to black and white thinking. And they psuh that on me. And whenever I express any kind of hesitance or nuanced opinion or desire to understand they push it away because they see that as insecurity or self-doubt. But I am secure enough in myself to understand that I am a human being in a world full of other human beings!
If Iām ever sharing an anecdote about you to a friend I always lead it off with how youāre like genuinely one of the smartest people I know
You already know more than pretty much anybody else in sum total. I mean like other people know all the things you do but only because itās not relevant to them. You know everything about me that is relevant to you. Which is pretty unique
Iām immensely jealous of how you just have Your Thing that youāre genuinely good at and can compete at a national level at. Iāve never had A Thing. I wish I had A Thing
I miss playing mafia with you. We should burn this whole site down with everybody else in it.
Same answer as benguined, yes, I try not to think about it usually, I used to be completely unafraid of my own death because I hadnāt processed the possibility but one day a switch flipped in my mind and I finally understood it
Standards for themselves and genuine accountability to those standards. Not pathetically beating themselves up for being āhopeless at achievingā the things they say they want. Taking every step to be even slightly better.
Itās hard for me to say cause I havenāt really played many. I think I donāt actually really like Fall of Rome. Iām really intrigued by a lot of the one translated one but thatās an anthology not a specific script
To feel proud of myself
I genuinely miss when Arctic played here. Best IDK itās hard for me to call cause heās usually a wolf against me. But heās the one I keep thinking of
A lot of the people I see around who I just donāt have a handle on at all. The ones who are hard to impersonate in Drabble Duel. Rhea comes to mind. JKBenbot. Where the fuck did they come from. Like the MUers and longtime FoLers and friends of people I know where they came from at least, I have an impression of their mind. But the people who just show up I got nothing
I wanna know what happens if Galois doesnāt get shot in a fucking duel
āClimate change is genuinely a real problem and I should be working to prevent it right nowā
I like stairs a lot even though they hurt. Itās a test itās a trial itās fun
I roleplayed, like, as an unstructured thing as a kid and found it kinda fun, but roleplaying games have always not really been my thing. Iām not a ācreative typeā in the way that roleplaying games tend to demand, I think?
My rebellious nature means Iāve looked into it more than I should. I just didnāt like following orders. It punishes you regardless
Itās my duty as a human being to improve their lives
Yea
Itseparated mefrom resolution. Sheās on a train
iām sorry i canāt do much
my mind doesnāt exactly agree on a desire to speak
are you alright
Yeah Iām fine Iāve been talking to people in general. Just anxious. It does at least give me more time to think
you got any more information
Iāve always got information
Iām worried she doesnāt respect me, I guess, but I donāt know what the kind of respect I want is. The kind of worry she has for me, I donāt think itās unjustified, itās just⦠something that scares me to try to build a relationship on