But I don’t think that assuming she lacks respect for me is fair to her either. I just… hm. I think I’d get like this about anyone, I tend to be very very skittish
I’ve realised I do have genuine respect for and trust of Ivy despite the fact that I have a decent amount of built-in automatically questioning her. Substantially more than I do most of my college peers. The one guy, Nagito’s roommate, I, like… him I view as ~an equal, unlike most others, but I can’t think of an instance where he’s changed my mind.
And saying “an equal” is silly, I don’t even think I’m any better emotional maturity wise than most of these people, I’ve reacted so childishly to so many things. But I know I’m wrong and everybody else around me is wrong. Others kinda seem to not know
This girl… I respect her more than the average person. She’s super super perceptive, she’s constantly noticing when I’m cold or uncomfortable or haven’t eaten or anything. And it’s very nice to have somebody pay attention like that. But I’m still… “scared of her”? I’m still missing a kind of trust and respect. I think some of it is lack of time, I’ve known Ivy for a while so of course I trust her more. But still…
I think it’s probably smartest to just talk to her about this. Like, the whole not being very good at trusting people thing, the whole worrying about her worrying about me thing. It doesn’t need to be a secret
What did they (or we) do
Them, not you. They do a lot of, like, painting me as a passive victim who had something Done to me, and every time I try to imply that I perhaps had some influence over how these events went they get mad at me. I don’t like having my agency taken like that, I’m not a perfect object who they decided to hurt for no reason, I, like, made choices which led to results, and it’s important to me to understand the choices and results instead of playing pure blame game on the other person
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sussybingus14 is playing ultimate here let’s go sussybingus14
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idk why i replied to you
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We are almost there chat
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26500 has passed!
May what would you say if collar person wore the collar of your pfo
I’m going t eat so much food
I will nom it all down. I’ll make the fast food plade I work at crumble
Lol and perhaps lmao
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now pizzaguy’s playing
Benguineddd
Have you ever meowed
How much money would it take for you to meow
probably at least once in my life but idk any specific instances
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