I think I will pardon everyone but I am intrigued by what Marluna and Night might bring about this game
i know theres a scholar so im looking to get scholar nominated
thats why id prefer to be alive
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does this mean guava is scholar?
is guava confirmed good? we take those
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no bc guava isnt scholar lol
oh are you scholar?
theyre probably good anyways socially but
no they just said “im not the scholar” and i believe them
oh I am not reading everything because I am just here to slowly learn about things lmao. I thought you were saying you were
how have you been btw? been awhile!
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Nobody is publicly confirmed to be good, I don’t think.
You can’t even call yourself good to yourself because for all you know, you could be Hannibal.
gut says I’m not though.
I feel good in my bones.
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its been a while, yeah
currently extremely sleep deprived
as a whole these last few months have been trending upwards but always there are highs and lows
yeah I feel that. Been on new meds recently that have gotten me very healthy and I am so happy.
reading an old scum game a friend linked that I had forgotten, I literally gaslight in every single post so amazingly lmao god you guys don’t know 2015 “Sir Chris” achro era
… yes I read my past and other mafia games while playing social deduction games on the screen
I am for sure a mafia fanatic lmao
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Look at this level of gaslighting @Magnus
I am such a different person now lmao.
sorry its early and we aren’t really discussing much so I am vibing. feel free to discuss the game with me.
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this sort of thing is why i stopped playing offsite tbh
not that it’s fundamentally bad, just that its triggering to me
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Don’t worry about it. We’re just having fun.
I stopped doing it because I got therapy.
This is… not a joke, I played on the site above around the time my mom passed and it was my villain era. I will often reference my past and say ‘I’m different now’ and it’s like… on one hand I am in awe of the villainy as a person who loves good scum play.
But I was a fucking dick.
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my mafia villain arc was learning i post a lot better as wolf when im high
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I used to take my trauma out on others. I was not a kind person because I didn’t have the emotional capacity to do anything but try to heal my pain through hurting others to survive.
I feel sorry for that young man now, and I love him all the same, but functionally it feels like another life lived in the same body.
I’m glad he’s at peace now tbh.
You guys are getting the best of me, and I am glad arete invited me.
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although honestly
i had an era that was really the same
like id have emotional/heartfelt ate that i used to spill all over thread because
i didnt have boundaries and was reeling from a really traumatic childhood
i can still feel the desperately lonely and affection starved girl but
i have friends and therapy and other safety nets now
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