our shared braincell has led us to the holy land of cookie
I feel like I am doing worse at mafia and putting less effort in because I am somewhat tired of mafia, and from a reasonable personās perspective it would probably be beneficial to my winrate to take a break. However whenever Iām not playing mafia I straight up get withdrawals
I have to play mafia
Why play mafia then
Why not play mafia then
My brain hates it it hates it so so much days are so dull when I donāt have a stress box I can go in to solve unsolvable puzzles
Nya
Nothing else works because almost all other puzzles are solvable. Like I canāt sink infinite time into the same sudoku or mahjong game and expect that to work. And if I have to start new ones all the time itās too fleeting and thereās not enough investment
Mafia I can think about arbitrarily wrong. And I canāt ever stop or cheat. And thereās other people involved
Itās difficult and I need difficulty
A new person wanted to play mafia I should have asked them if they like solving unsolvable puzzles
I need to do impossible things
Nya
Nya
Have you tried climbing to the moon
Song of the day is Alice in wonderland (the horror one)
It would probably hurt, I say, like thatās something that would stop me
Thatās stuck in my head
My dadās been playing TotK so I have perpetually been either hearing our hallucinating random background music from it
I havenāt listened to real music in so long