i always thought it was like. metaphorical or an inside joke or whatever. please let it be one of those two
kat is one of the few people I feel totally fine pouring out my honest thought pattern to (itâs very ugly and I think most people would think less of me were I totally honest), which helps with making important decisions
what the fuck
yes and me and eliza are the other. I dont take those very seriously
and katze is the older sibling. wtf
I tried to get my sister to join a Warrior Cats site I was on once and it didnât work well
When I was a kid
the only reason i know youre marissa is the fact you both spammed me with your address
I understand that on a conceptual level but its so hard for me to ever do
Im not worried somethings gonna go wrong i just hate being a burden on people or like trying to be friends with people who Dont wanna be friends with me due to Experiences ive had and its hars to get past that mental block thats in my head
I also get really insecure about relationships i already have with people for the same reaosn but i at least know to not constantly be like "do you hate me " to prople
Everyone thinks kat is like 16 when they first meet her and its hilarious
throwback to my hydra game with gghana where I pretended to read a game with pawn, and talk about how I did a huge meta deep-dive on that game, only for pawn to never have been in that game and it was shr lol.
but like
idk
Iâve mainly engaged with kat for the utility
well now i can complain about how this site is run by nepotism. big win
but now sheâs⌠it feels wrong to say it lol
chloe is my aunt that meanws im the next mod
I canât tell if
My siblings donât really communicate in EnglishâŚ
So there is a high chance they wonât come here.
my siblings lost all chance of existence once my parents realized how much i sucked
true
i worry about that a lot
it was especially the case when i interact with lumi
I bit the bullet and asked the question and it probably helped me? Doing the same definitely wonât be the case for everyone else though
sorry
(or youâre welcome. being my sibling likely entails 18+ years of living in bee cave texas)