Yeah im cool
Got a lockout but itās already worked out. And I solved it while not pissing off the keymaster unlike the previous times
Would they even attracted me, even if they never see someone as my gender in their whole life?
This thought is just so depressingā¦
More than any gender, Iām attracted to a convoluted combination of hobbies, academic and athletic interests, and personality traits that Iām now convinced doesnāt actually exist outside of me. I might have fantasized about it if I didnāt consider it a waste of time
My cousinsā dad told me opposites attract but I call bullshit on that
I mean its either opposite or exactly the same usually, but that was for friendship so its different
Life without a friend is a tough one.
Although I think the best life is making imaginary friends or having supportive voices in your head. They donāt hurt you
That is true, but its better to have no friends then fake ones
I could not survive in either case but Iāll take your word for it
The toughest thing for me was that people never treated me as genuine. I might be a weird person, but I always do my best to be myself and be straight up. When people treat me as being dishonest or call me a troll, it truly hurts my feelings.
Idk
I have confidence that my boss will agree to cut my friendās hours if thatās necessary to retain him, even though he is incompetent and has been written up, because I am so reliant on the friendship. They let me work twice a week for two years. Imma discuss the plan with him during our shift next Monday
The other friend is taken care of for the long term I think. She got over me having been into her really quickly, she accepted a promotion, and sheās dating another worker on staff. Asking her to hang outside of work seems stupid now, but Iāll probably ask her to go running with me sometime in may provided things are still going well at work
I should definitely put aside time to finish baldurās gate 3 before then though. You gotta give to get in terms of recreational passions
I know what you mean, being called a liar is something that deeply upsets me as well. I also tend to tell the truth a lot, which tended to push a lot of people away, but I found a handful of people who accepted who I was and I stuck by them for all my life. Really its cuz I didnt bother wasting my time with people who didnt get it
If someone tells me iām a liar or disingenuous to my face and I disagreed, I would either blow up at them if I felt safe doing so, or more likely if I didnāt, just bear it and then vent over text to my cousinsā dad whoās been the GOAT of giving me advice time and time again over the past six months
ā¦is your cousins dad not your uncle
This probably would upset me, but luckily it hasnāt happened
Nah
Heās like, my 2nd cousinsā dad.
My late grandmaās sisterās son
I still call that my uncle tbh. (In technicality it is first cousin once removed, but itās a mambo-jambo you hear only from professionals)
Ladies and gentlemen, tomorrow I have practice exam at geography and I am freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee