Lol lmao etc.,
I do not have most of “my” memories before 8th grade. This being because I did not form until 8th grade. We. We think. We have no idea xd
Anyways I don’t feel I existed before 8th grade!
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When I point my finger to you. To which persona am I pointing at
oh my god
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Find Out!!!
*the actual answer is that I (THE HOST) am usually in front but You Never Know
**it’s usually me. [REDACTED REAL NAME]
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HEY GAMERS
I GOT REFERRED TO A NEUROLOGIST LET’S GOOOOOOO
Gonna get these chronic migraines sorted out!!!
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WEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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DIAGNOSED!!!
PTSD and DID both!!!
It’s official mfs
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i got a walking stick :) now i hopefully should be less falling
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housecore
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housecore
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Why did it post twice
it was true twice
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i havent talked about it with my mom before but she told me that she also thinks i have borderline. i clearly show all the symptoms. i dont think i can receive adequate / trustworthy diagnosis here. i just had a mini episode where i lost my cool. thankfully ive grown to learn how to not lash out visibly in front of others. and most of the time im alone so i just deal with it until it goes away. if there happens to be another person in the room i leave or i ask them to leave. equivalent of same thing online. i empathize with but also look down on people who lash out when they’re upset because i view them as weak; they failed at reigning it in, and i feel annoyed at how much effort i put in to reign it in only to watch them fail (if they failed over something trivial). its so exhausting. so unnecessarily intense. normally it isnt so bad, ive gained awareness of what my triggers are and how to dodge them. but if im stressed out due to other factors (in this case graduating from uni) that exacerbates it and it becomes a lot. i heavily suspect that i inherited it from my grandpa, childhood wasn’t pretty but i showed these signs since daycare. oh welll. i think a lot of these episodes stem from feeling dependent on people. in a world where im not dependent on others i dont think i would fear abandonment so much, it wouldnt feel like my actual life is at risk if the worst case scenario becomes true, which it does now
recalling some random childhood moments:
tw bad words
i used to threaten suicide when i was 4-5 all the time when arguing with parents
when 5 my mom wanted me to wear my pajamas before going to bed, i refused. we were both very insistent. i got fed up and told her that i wish she would die
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