Imma talk about a thing I’ve talked about more recently but used to hide.
I have like serious brain trauma and shit. It’s a problem in 2 ways. 1. I can not articulate thoughts well. I have thoughts flowing in my brain that I understand but when I try to spell them out or day them out loud they make no sense and I realize they make no sense and it frustrates me because I can not physically explain what Imean in a way you can understand.
But 2. This is the more important one to why I’m saying this.
I’m an adult. And I can take a step back and realize that I’m doing things wrong like an adult. But clinically speaking I have the mental capacity of a 15 year old. So like. I know I’m doing things wrong when I take a break and move away from them. But in the moment I quite literally can not help but act like a 15 year old. So…I know I’m doing emotionally immature shit and I know I’m saying and doing things I shouldn’t but I physically can not stop myself from that.
So please try to understand that when I’m being a dumb immature childish person like…I dunno push me to realize I’m being a dumb immature childish person but preferably gently and maybe that will help and I’m sorry I’m like this.
Uh yeah that’s all. I love you <3