i think i do fine at both via text / posting; irl i think im good at listening but i rarely feel comfortable to proactively talk. i have the capacity to and it shows when im drunk, i just dont feel trusting of people when im sober to let me be myself
Together we can fuse into a normal conversationalist
have either of you sought an autism diagnosis
Hey guys is May autistic I can’t tell
I don’t know what it is but it s like I need to let them know rather loudly when I want to tell them something and obvie that sounds a bit rough way of communicating
surely not
I can’t just talk to them at a normal 0.50m range as I might just not be heard
i only talk in class when an intrusive thought enters my head
i didn’t read that message
fol is also like this but to a lesser extent
like. to the intrusive thoughts or to your classmates/teacher
That would be because it’s from over a year ago
“Skibidi toilet haha…”
Classmate nods politely
you’re legally required to read and memorize pathologic invitational
I’m glad there’s somebody else on FoL who cares as much about my old games as me
i’m not gen alpha brother
I was just DMing Zug about how me saying “voutecounts” in Kittensgame Combinatorics was a reference to a post in Pathologic Invitational and not a typo
I don’t have an official diagnosis because I have physical health issues which require doctors be very willing to take me seriously when I give them information & I don’t want to have anything on my file that would prompt them to dismiss me. But I have a neuropsych eval which basically says autism without saying it
I look at old games a lot htbhtbthbthbthtbhtb, including ones I wasn’t in
it’s interesting