Thank you.
I feel nervous and pressured because I put too much value in dead people’s words. Bigger the graveyard = bigger the stage fright
It is so hard to keep your sanity when trying to understand why those people died and you lived. It is very open to manipulation and I always try to escape that uncomfortable reality and find shelter in the comfort of dead peoples words. This has been a serious problem of mine to a point where I ended up improving my game in a way that would get me killed within two cycles just so I avoid late game as town. This has caused me to have harder time as wolf so I decided to stop and try different.
I am at a different point in time now and yeah it still feels like I will always circle around my confidence issues. It made me quit the game before. I want to defeat that demon