i reject needing to know everything and embrace the fact i do not know anything
(i am clueless)
lost even
Further enjoyment method exists in your incapability to understand the conclusions you came to a week later. I am a slave to my impulses, and fervent logicking will solve nothing
In fact Iāve solved none of my problems
They are all still there with the answer so obvious to me that Iāve written pages upon pages of solutions
But inaction will stand perpetually and I will accomplish nothing
Iāve gotten better about it in the past year or two. I am silly on the internet and I do not know most things and I love being bad at things and losing
Except when Iām not but we donāt talk about that
oh do tell
Some times I lose at something and it makes me sad :(
Donāt you ever want to get run over by a drunk driver outside a mcdonalds
When Iām wrong on the internet yes
I am hot
I am burning
I am living, but I donāt feel alive
I know what dysphoria is because I felt it
It wasnāt where one would think but it was there all the same
It was painful
excuse the geydeposting
Itās not real if you donāt want it to be!
um
whats a geyde
god I hate people on the internet why do they have āargumentsā and āsourcesā and ālogicā
Canāt they just understand that Iām cooking and leave me be?
this is real
Give me that real soul to soul and then theyāll know that I believe the fucking thing Iām saying so strongly Iād die for it