When have I ever indicated that I think the latter because like
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Can I displine you :3c
this is true universally tbh tbh
The only reason I don’t express the former as much is because people yell at me when I do
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i read sfol70
you seemed really. angry about it.
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I literally have repeatedly just said I think I’m bad at mafia and I’m being executed because I’m bad at mafia and I’m banned from mafia until I figure out how to stop being upset about being bad at mafia
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I was angry but it wasn’t because I blamed other people
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then why were you even angry
If other people act what I perceive as unfairly and incompetently to me I don’t get angry I get really smug
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I was angry at myself because I thought it was my fault
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chat does anyone have sleeping tips the insomnias exploding my brain
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The only thing I really got mad at people for was seeming like they were unvoting me out of pity because that just made me feel like I was even worse at the game
I cannot even sedate myself to sleep shits fucked
The rest of it was just me being really short-tempered because I was upset about being bad
I ask and I ask what I’m doing wrong and nobody ever gives me an answer people will flat-out go “oh it wasn’t your fault, that wasn’t your bad, stop being self-deprecating by asking what you did wrong” and that’s not my intention clearly it is my fault on some level because it’s happened six times in a row when I used to essentially never get executed. And I am still essentially never executed in other places where I play differently
one second.
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I enjoy being what I feel like is wrongly persecuted. You saw how I acted in, like, Flicker, you saw how I still think that’s the greatest & my favourite game I’ve played here. I get to be better than everyone I get to be the smartest boy in the world. When I feel like it’s my fault, I get upset about it. And it’s tied up in illness shit because the feeling that I’m getting worse at mafia ties in with the feeling that I am losing my mind and becoming less capable in general. So I get very short-tempered about it and snap at people. It’s not because I am upset At Them
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i am not good enough to analyze why people got executed nor do i read enough
so if that happens with me sorry 
Nah you’re fine I’ve never felt it happen with you
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