Whenever I see this I always think about how perfect tense in Latin means completed
That kinda perfectionism makes you nervous which makes you wolfy. It makes your decisions play off perfectionism, it makes you fuck up your nightkills, because if you have to play perfectly to win then thereâs no point in killing people for agenda reasons, right, because if any townie (even a dead one) suspects you youâve already lost, therefore make kills that lead suspicion away from you rather than ones that actually kill off your threats (bad idea). It makes you fail to trust and rely on your teammates because you convince yourself your performance is the end-all-be-all of any wolfteam youâre on and therefore you have to endgame and working to improve your teammatesâ standing upon your flip is useless (because if you flip youâve lost). Itâs so bad
Itâs not even like I wasnât entirely aware of this exact mindset the whole time it was happening? I listed all of what Iâm saying here out in wolfchats while actively doing this shit. Awareness of it did not matter whatsoever it did not help
This is why I have a hit list as mafia
I always go for the people I havenât executed yet to execute them
Itâs forced imperfection and itâs funny
Not true. Leafia
okay but leafia couldâve beat achro in f3
Leaf is is an exception
We need to execute Leafia again I think
One more time
Who knows if sheâs really dead
Sheâs the zombul
An actual mechanical reason to execute her twice
And the one good wolfgame I had on Discord while I still hadnât won one on FoL yet I circumvented the perfectionism by just keeping myself in Arguing Mode instead of Lying Mode the whole time. I had a ton of trust in my teammates that time around so I was able to tell myself âyou donât need to endgame, you just need to win this one argument and get this guy executed before you because it gives wolves a mech advantage, itâs OK if you sacrifice yourself for itâ. And every time I got that guy executed Iâd just pick a new guy to get executed and win that fight next too. I was supposed to die so many times and I just didnât
I want to channel that spirit sosososososo bad it was such a good game I canât stress enough how good a game it was
Do it then
Iâm fully aware may is going to try this the next time sheâs a wolf in a game with me
You all donât let me get away with nearly as much bullshit
Probably because of the lack of confidence. I donât plan my sweeps N2 here. Circular causation