incorrect
Itās not low self-esteem itās wishful thinking
disagree
Mods Iām getting disagreed with
i am causing a heated argument which will end with one of us being severely hurt. some body stop me
Because I am bored all the time and to me the greatest displeasure is to be bored. I care much more about the magnitude of emotions that I feel from a game than which direction they are in. And I do usually feel more strong about losing than winning. āThat was totally my faultā or āI deserved that winā or āit was so closeā or so on. And losing gives much more to think about, which also staves off boredom. Losing provides actionable feedback. Winning is the lack of any failure. I love thinking about losses. Thinking about wins is less interesting
I have to win sometimes, for morale. But thereās not as much to DO after a win. I expect myself to win. Because I believe Iām good at things. Itās the default state in my mind
wrong
LOSING IS FUN BECAUSE I HATE IT
nuh uh
Iām being tricked into arguing with a thesaurus entry for āI disagreeā
I love dissecting my own REACTION to losing. I get upset and then I get to think about why Iām upset. And remove that upsetness. I get given a challenging emotion and I get rid of it. Itās very fun
fine you can have one agree
that sounds somewhat healthy when you type it like that
i am still struggling to find a good pfp. i am stuck in met purgatory
I like having experiences and challenges! I am alone in my room too much. Feleing strong emotions of any kind is a good novelty. And feeling them in response to a game is a controlled environment where there are no real consequences
Do you do psychology?
I know I will get the same kind of upset about life events with actual stakes. So I want to know it well. I used to be so so bad about losing anything. Or not knowing anything. Iād stew in it forever. Mafia is a great source of not knowing and losing
No
You sound very well spoken in this topic