Cookie Thread Act 2: Silksong

My pathways and methods of deal with stress are very. Specialised for my specific blindnesses and symptoms of stress. I have a very unusual experience with it.

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Badly ^_^

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I have genuinely made myself very ill in the past over mafia.

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i mean if I was having those symptoms iā€™d play much much worse lol

It is not so bad anymore. But that is a thing I have done.

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oh :(

There is a reason I was known for time as literally incapable of wolfing.

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I would simply stress myself out so much. Especially because I had never succeeded at it before. I saw myself as doomed to fail and I did not want to fail and I would stress myself out so badly that I could not eat at all. And not having a meal for several days makes one very bad at wolfing

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But I got somewhat better at it.

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He had this evolution series where ai would have to learn the best iteration of evolving and theoufh natural selection would be able to reach fsr distances

Also i was a twow and bfdi kid

In particular during FAM Italy just kicked me the fuck out of wolf chat and thread to eat and while this meant I just often wasnā€™t around the time I did spend I was healthier. In past I was too obsessed with winning to just leave. ā€œLose and get betterā€ was lesson I needed

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I ate more during that game than I had in weeks prior. Very funny reversal

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And in recent games like. I was ony nausea vomiting stressed during the very last day or two of Sorc17er. And not at all pretty much during Litten game. So I have some capability

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is this because you are not as obsessed with winning/losing recently or is it that youā€™re more confident youā€™re capable?

personally like. I view assignments as things that have to get finished
like they are Required.
and Iā€™m at once confident I can finish them and still stressed about them

Being town is only situationally stressful to me. Under pressure, like EoDs, or Iā€™m in like a F3 or being misexecuted or such. So the stress isnā€™t usually continuous, and so has less opportunity to ramp up or snowball.

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Being more confident makes me less obsessed with winning. Donā€™t have the pressure to prove self

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The reason I was able to cope Sorc17er wasnā€™t a sudden change in mindset, I knew I had to get less stressed all along, that didnā€™t help. It was just having a good start that didnā€™t make me go ā€œOh god Iā€™m going to loseā€ which made me not perform worse from stress which made me not losing, at least at firsr

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By F3 the usual symptoms spiral had begun and I played noticably worse because I had made myself very sick but it was too late and I was able to coast off a good past of game

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