My pathways and methods of deal with stress are very. Specialised for my specific blindnesses and symptoms of stress. I have a very unusual experience with it.
Badly ^_^
I have genuinely made myself very ill in the past over mafia.
i mean if I was having those symptoms iād play much much worse lol
It is not so bad anymore. But that is a thing I have done.
oh :(
There is a reason I was known for time as literally incapable of wolfing.
I would simply stress myself out so much. Especially because I had never succeeded at it before. I saw myself as doomed to fail and I did not want to fail and I would stress myself out so badly that I could not eat at all. And not having a meal for several days makes one very bad at wolfing
But I got somewhat better at it.
He had this evolution series where ai would have to learn the best iteration of evolving and theoufh natural selection would be able to reach fsr distances
Also i was a twow and bfdi kid
In particular during FAM Italy just kicked me the fuck out of wolf chat and thread to eat and while this meant I just often wasnāt around the time I did spend I was healthier. In past I was too obsessed with winning to just leave. āLose and get betterā was lesson I needed
I ate more during that game than I had in weeks prior. Very funny reversal
And in recent games like. I was ony nausea vomiting stressed during the very last day or two of Sorc17er. And not at all pretty much during Litten game. So I have some capability
is this because you are not as obsessed with winning/losing recently or is it that youāre more confident youāre capable?
personally like. I view assignments as things that have to get finished
like they are Required.
and Iām at once confident I can finish them and still stressed about them
Being town is only situationally stressful to me. Under pressure, like EoDs, or Iām in like a F3 or being misexecuted or such. So the stress isnāt usually continuous, and so has less opportunity to ramp up or snowball.
Being more confident makes me less obsessed with winning. Donāt have the pressure to prove self
The reason I was able to cope Sorc17er wasnāt a sudden change in mindset, I knew I had to get less stressed all along, that didnāt help. It was just having a good start that didnāt make me go āOh god Iām going to loseā which made me not perform worse from stress which made me not losing, at least at firsr
By F3 the usual symptoms spiral had begun and I played noticably worse because I had made myself very sick but it was too late and I was able to coast off a good past of game