widdershins??? twtbaw??? wifom???
there were 5 class periods in between tests! thatās a lot of time to do things when the lectures are just over things in the book and not very well explained
Usually professor records videos where he teaches it and you need to watch before lecture
I also got depressed which didnāt help. Having a much more worldly perspective now I know Iāll need to spend every spare moment studying my ass off since tests are the entire grade and Iāve never been great with them
i finished that class with a 90.02 my gpa got BAILED
Oh yea no I get that. I was actually so depressed those years I felt like 0 like consistently
anyway ironically enough my pdes class has been way lower intensity (albeit the fact that the prof does not care about homework deadlines is actually kinda kicking my ass) but i just. donāt know anything
Am I well-adjusted
Tests suck, especially when I got really bad memory
compared to who
I donāt know
Unironically the dead inside feel nothing strategy did help make it more tolerable tho
Iām trying to determine if Iām normal
I used to be able to do tests and not be nervous and barely study
after some (one?) close call though, now I get nervous and feel obligated to study a bit even for tests which realistically will be easy
Compared to the arbitrary idea of being normal
Right now the plan is to go for the degree solely so I donāt forget what I learned. But I ever actually utilized my degree though I would definitely miss the kind of work I do now. Thereās nothing like it. Itās always physically or psychologically exhilarating, or both.
this seems like an un-May thought
Oh yea I worry a lot, I do the same
I mean I dont think anyone is normal tbh
ānormalā doesnt exist