thats what the mask is
who up mascing (thinking about masculine men)
thibking about masculine woman sorry
who up masqueing (i am trying to avoid the red death)
Idk there are at least 3 of us right now talking to each about autism lol
no way
its funny. right as i posted this i got a ping on the furry club discord server. a message from god. thanking me for respecting his day
i think everyone does this to an extent but i imagine itās more extreme for neurodivergent people or trans people yeah
cant lie i pretty much fuck it we ball act like myself. i however do not do this online because it is much easier to think before posting than thinking and having words come out of my mouth
if im not comfortable im a little bit toooo myself. brain goes a little overreactive
everyone bullied me for being a nerd but now its my turn to bully you all for being bigger nerds
womans privilege
thatās strange, i feel like most people are the opposite and can be more like themselves online
itās taken me years and years of breaking down my internal walls before i could really start being anything close to myself even online
i remember i went to an autism focused middle school and one day we realized one particular plant that would pop up in grass-like tufts across the field was an onion-like thing when we dug up the roots and saw they were bulbs
and a bunch of my classmates got excited like ooh yeah wild onion but then i remembered omething i learned a while ago about it and looked it up to make sure, and sure enough, it was actually a kind of garlic
and i shared my discovery but they were all ADAMANT that it was an onion, i could send them literal screenshots proving otherwise but they stood their ground
this argument gradually devolved to just screaming āONIONā and āGARLICā at each other, then gradually re-evolved to sending each other encrypted messages in as many unexpected ways possible saying onion and garlic
one day i somehow mobilized all the younger students to my side, i donāt even think i did it intentionally because like how tf would i even do that, and that whole recess was just āONIONā vs. āGARLICā pandemonium that got so bad that the PE teacher had to intervene
and while she was telling us about how she didnāt wanna hear us āarguing about onionsā, some kid i didnāt even know, with a look of pure determined righteousness, interrupted her, screaming out, āGARLICā
and that was the last nail in the coffin from the teachersā pov
god i love being autistic around autistic people and letting our autism feed off of each otherās autism
wags tail
omg me too
a lot of kids here get abandoned by their parents for being autistic
tbh iām not sure what iād class as the actual me
there are some traits i share irl and online (like being a perfectionist), but the main difference is that i come across as stuck up about everything here whereas iām pretty laid back irl
ah yeah. the inability to let go of an argument even when itās clear you should, and the inability to really even shut the fuck up about it and silently let it go. classic.