kat i’m a recovering depressive trans girl from the UK do you expect me to not either bring up Transgenderly Media or bring up how much I love my girlfriend, who is also transgender
i’ve been on estrogen for a year and a half I don’t need an excuse to bring up Gender
I, too, am in this episode
this vexes me
I will
Lay me down
In a bunker
Underground
I won’t let this happen to my children
Meet the real world coming out of your shell
With white elephants
Sitting ducks
I will
Rise up
anyway just to finish what i’m saying: look. if your entire life has felt empty aside from a desperate search to see the other side of things. there might be a reason. and maybe your life will become full if you realise you don’t just want to see the other side of reality, but to live in it.
hi ici
hi Lil i’m posting here again for no reason
do you need a reason to post here
well, any more of a reason you do for nerdcord at least
not really, I do what I please, it’s just been a while.
yeag
not even sure why I gave my big “maybe you can have this too” speech here of all places. it’d be like trying to break people’s eggs on tumblr dot com
theres always another egg on fol
if it helps when I read it I had a mental image of someone bringing their estrogen in for show and tell and it was cute
this does not help but thank you anyway
Expecting
A different ending
Every time
Every time
Tone down your life
You’re safe with me
I promise
I promise
So don’t go wishing
Don’t hate yourself
You’re right here
I’m with you
Yeah, don’t freak out
You’re trying too hard
You’re trying too hard
i don’t know, it’s strange. technically I’ve contributed to the breaking of shells and the arrival of new sister-voyagers, but not really? like ultimately where the impulse to improve your life comes from is and must be from yourself
i dont know how i got here, originally at least
i dont know how i knew i just did and i went for it with no idea what the road ahead would be like
it’s strange. the act of like, coming to your senses and realising you’re transgender is just… so ill-documented, despite it being one of the most beautiful things in the world
similarly, the social stigma against trans existence almost prevents us from acknowledging that it’s not a solitary experience. it comes from the self, it is a celebration of the self, but like all individiaulistic things it cannot and will not stand alone