Also if there is more than one non-town in achro millium beancat we can confidently win too
-t
I am assuming we chop wolf every day which Iām confident we can do
-t
yee have more faith than i do my friend then
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I wish Iād been more pushy this gameā¦ I townread both D1 wagons, I ~townread hal and beancat, I just failed to turn from āI townread most players in the gameā to successfully and proactively pushing scumreads of the remaining players.
Maybe I found it difficult to push those scumreads because my remaining PoE was incorrect, but I still wouldāve much rather had executions in, like, Psy, Crescent, Trisscarā¦ slots which have been PoE for me on and off basically all game, but which I failed to properly case or work against.
I think part of it was just triple-tabling, which I know is a bad idea and yet relentlessly do anywayā¦ part of it was that Iāve shifted my playstyle toward focusing on townreads as of late and genuinely just donāt focus on whatās scummyā¦ and part of it mightāve been that that PoE was outright wrong, and if weād killed those players, I would be lamenting that Someone and hal were still alive in the endgame.
I know I tend to be biased in hindsight, chalking things up to my own failures of decision-making rather than accepting that maybe things were out of my control with the level of information I had (and therefore I shouldāve, like, gotten better reads, rather than making better decisions with the reads I had). I should get better at evaluating gamesā¦ I keep being convinced Iām getting worse and worse despite my winrate increasing dramatically from, well, 0%. I should get better at signing up for fewer games. I should get better. Mafia is fun. I want to be good at it someday.
The game isnāt over until the last vote has been counted. Never give up, no matter what.
-t
@wrongboy
im gunna be real here, if ur winrate is going up, you are doing a lot better than me right now lol
I lost every single one of the first ten games I played on this site. Itās difficult not to go up from there.
thats aboiut my current streak, guess its uphill from here
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And yet I still look back on those days and go ādamn, I was so much better at mafiaā, because I presented myself very differently. Paragraphposting exclusively. Formal. I sounded impressive. Of course, I lost over and over and over again, and now Iām not doing that as much, butā¦ Iāve not been on a great streak recently. Iāve been misexecuted for, what, six consecutive towngames? Something like that. And endgamed all my wolfgames. Hence why Iām constantly moping.
stop attacking me 
Litten refused to townread me one game despite the fact that I was very clearly obvtown (for moping) because he didnāt want to encourage me to be miserable. Or something along those lines.
Iām constantly taking āoh, Iām so much worse at mafia nowā to be my illness worsening, hence why I mope about it, but honestly, itās probably a lot more just comfort with the site and making friends here thatās making me hyperpost and not take the game as seriously. Iām much more interested in impressing strangers, so I play more to impress. After having been here for a while, most people already know me, so I can never find the willpower to keep my iso easy to read.
I have known this in my head the entire time anyway, but thatās not stopped me from being miserable about it.
I like to vibe now. I have nothing left to prove to anyone.
man this just feels over the top
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For you nerds maybe.
For chad anti anticlaim agents like me nah
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Not all of us can be you, Kiiruma.
Thatās why Iām suffering, have lost the 1 good thing about my role and had it replaced with āLul you can just die if you do things. Smileā
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Endlessly, endlessly, I set impossible expectations for myself and get mad when I donāt reach them. Itās a disease. I need to stop it. I wonāt.
this vote, coupled with p#1835, and #1836 seem very unpairing in my opinion
the whole vote post doesnāt really feel like someone interacting with a partner, feels more like a sanity check type response, that I would read as a pocket
but like so many of the questions and thought process before this, feels sooo townie to me
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I understand. I spent a lot of my youth chasing things that were never there. Just cause I am an old geezer doesnāt mean I dont understand this.
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