uh
i let myself get talked into a mindset where only two worlds existed: guava+achro are both wolves or zack+visor are both wolves
at the same time, i was seriously reconsidering my read on achro
so… despite not rly thinking he’d flip wolf, i kinda… let it happen? cause in my mind, there was a decent chance that i was just getting snowed by achro, and missing on guava was ~less bad than missing on achro. smaller hit to the ego, he had already claimed a mech useless role, gave a tiny bit of insight to sabi. basically i talked myself into thinking it wasnt That Bad Of A Miss. or it was a hit.
closer to EoD achro made that one really ugly post like “lol, what if guava is being bussed” and i was drudgesirening rly hard at it. then even closerer to EoD one of you two was like “lol, what if achro is totally just pocketing guava, uwu.” and i was sirening that post too. which is why at eod i was trying to kill you over guava, not sure if you made that post or visor did but i thought it was probably tmiing guava v but i was simultaneously too scared of that one achro post
so i was also kinda frozen, in the sense that i didnt act stronger on any of those feelings because i had so many conflicting ones
does that make more sense?