If you didn’t doubt me, then you wouldn’t have said this. NGL, I’m mentally drained from driving for a couple hours (because I am a newbie driver), and after the bit treatment that I got from Bionic and the shade from Hippo, I think I’ll just… not care anymore.
I am tired. I want to play for the fun, but there really is no benefits for me to play this game as I don’t gain any fun from it.
I have been thinking of going off the rails, but then I look back at my track records, and I see that gap of 6 months. That has been driving me nuts, but at least I could still host games in the meantime. Next time? IDK how long it will be if I go off the rails again, so I don’t, even though I could not care any less about this bitty game.
There are no backups. We’re the sole players, and if I disappear, then Mafia will get a faster time winning, and thus everyone’s average happiness decreases. (And then I get the blame for it again.)
This situation is just suffering. I should have never… I am going to cancel Zombie Chronicle. It’s just not worth it anymore.